[[ penumbrae ]]
.
.........brief this cluster of twigs,
.....their twining--
couldn’t have been a cloud
...........................in the morning;
.......a towering bucket of sand,
perhaps
.........the sun poultice spreads across
.........my belly; an ache
..............to grow dandelions
from umbilicus-- see if they dare slide
across body like hands
so often do,
.......................to settle on
inconspicuous skin,
only to find the bushes
are not hiding behind me,
half-observed
.....weep away shadows, umbrae--
......no sparagmos for ritualistic flesh.
....no votives could ever dim my face well
....enough for me to forget my face
...................ever existed.
this known:
the truth I wear as camouflage
......does not wear me back